Lilly and I went to the grocery store...first outting with my baby girl! I was so nervous I installed the carseat backwards. It took me a couple minutes to realize why it wouldn't snap in. I pointed out all the cars, clouds and directions on our way, singing a jumbled up mix of songs to keep her distracted. Having never put a carseat in the front part of the cart, I was concerned that it wasn't stable and did most of my shopping with one hand on the merchandise and one on the baby. Lilly seemed like she had a good time. Other than being overwhelmed or surprised a few times by unfamiliar noises or lights, she spent the trip fingertips in her mouth and eyes bugged out to catch all the action.
There was one strange incident when I turned my back on the cart to get something on a shelf and by the time I had turned around there was a little old lady with her head in the carseat looking at Lilly. Well intentioned perhaps, but still AWKWARD.
Both were pretty fussy this evening. After several hours of this, it was nice to put them to bed and hear nothing. No little squeaks or complains. Can't say the same for Jack and Milo, though. They continue to follow us around the house and crawling all over us meowing and staring like, "Geez, when are you going to put that baby down?" We've found their general disinterest in the babies noteworthy, but nothing to be concerned about.
We continue to swaddle them when we put them to bed. We've found that they are much better at self-soothing this way and fall asleep quicker when they feel secure. Josiah still likes both hands out and Lilly always manages to wriggle her fingers out so she can suck on them. I love that each morning they greet us with big grins. What a way to start your day.
I was excited for the couple days they woke up at 8 or 9 am, however they continue to fall asleep between 10-11:30 pm and sleep until 5:30 or 6:00 am. I am thankful for the feeling of routine in this area. It was always so distressing to go to bed with the thought that they could be up at any minute.
On a different note:
We were saddened to learn that Steve's cousin's 4 month old baby passed away suddenly. While we never met Braedyn, we grieve for the loss of such a pure little life. I'm not sure we could have ever appreciated such a loss before the birth of Lilly and Josiah.
We mourn with you.
"I wept thy absence - o'er and o'er again..."
- Thomas Moore

